God's Knowledge|Friday, April 21, 2006
*burp*i didnt feel like eating today. and so i ate eggs. half-boiled eggs...thats what most pple call it. and for me...its called...quarter-boiled eggs. with black sauce. and pepper. loads of them. its delicious. purrfect.i overheard a friend said today. it went something like this.(i cant remember the EXACT words ah.)"Eh, kau dah habis blajar?" (eh, you finish studying?)"Mane boleh habis blajar...ilmu Allah s.w.t. tak akan habis..." (we can never finish studying. Allah's knowledge will never be exhausted.)and three million moments before that, i was silently hysterical. scared to the innermost core that i would not do well for my exams this semester.*this is a reminder to myself* maly...there is no way you should take that as an excuse to not do well in exams. but u noe you haf tried ur best to juggle as best as you can the things around u with ur studies. and you are not alone in this journey. you are never alone. tonnes and millions of pple are feeling as scared as you are. but you need to take things under control. look at your university education in perspective. clear ur intention. seek knowledge. not fame. not recognition. appreciate the comprehension you have gained...after reading all those abundant readings...and dont dont fall out of this race to get the most knowledge.sighz. for each event in my life...why do i suddenly regain my senses...after i first let out an emotional outburst??not good maly...not too good...haha. come on. chin up. look up. smile. :)
* spoken&willspeakagain*
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