it is a Lesson for me to learn.|Wednesday, April 12, 2006
it is a Lesson for me to learn. for me to realise that whatever it is...i need to look at things in perspective.i declare that i strongly believe in Marriage. and that...i strongly believe in Love. i believe that Love is essential. and i admit. without Love from God, from my parents, from my siblings and from my friends...i cannot survive out here. in this world.my friends know too well how frequent i talk about marriage. and how highly i think of it. and how that if ever i am married...i shall cherish it till my death. they noe too well how i would love to become a wife to care for my husband...a mother to love my children...and of course...if i live long enough...i will be a proud granny. hehe! with aprons and all. and a spoon.no. not spoon. it is a pan of cooking chocolate for the brownies for my grandchildren. hmm.but the incident past few days ago...make me realise something. that Marriage, though it is something that i yearn so much for..., is not something i can buy with...if i am able to save enough these years. it is not something that i can get...simply by attending modules and courses and certificates.i learnt. that marriage is a Gift. it is a Gift from Allah s.w.t. Thats why we have this term called 'jodoh'...or destined partner. if it is a Gift, it must be good. it will come in its best. and it will come to give me utmost happiness because it is specially for me. and no one else. like how i always wish i get the best presents on my birthday and that the best presents are not those that other people have but those that serve my best interests and relate to my heart well...same with marriage. i realise that marriage...gives you the best companion...for the rest of your life. this companion knows and understands you inside out and that we both speak without speaking. and understands completely. this companion loves and care for you. like you are going to die tomr. yup. Allah s.w.t. always gives the best to His followers...and i want to achieve that.as for now...i want to make sure that each and every friendship that i have forged with anyone at all...is cherished and blossomed. till full bloom.and that You will always be my Best Friend. and yes. i want to SAVOUR each and every BEST FRIEND moment with you. and make sure...that no matter what...we will always have this Friendship between us forever...i hope You cherish it too...
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