Little by Little|Monday, April 10, 2006
how am i going from here...
how am i going to erase you from my life...when i've placed you everywhere...
in school...each and every place reminds me of you...because i've imagined you to be there...
at home...each corner reminds me of you...because i've wished to live and live the rest of my life with you...
outside...everywhere reminds me of you...because i feel you everywhere i go...because i have always dreamt of doing everything with you...everything...
now that you let me go...
i cant have you anymore...
when your heart says No...and it shuts a little...what can i do...
you were my best friend...you were my special one...and i thought nothing could break us apart.not even the strongest of winds or the most solid of the mountains...
but you...ur mere words shattered...the hopes, the dreams...
you always think you are right...
you always think you are right...
you spent ONE night thinking abt us. and that only ONE night makes you think u can decide the future...our future...and i thought we could have thought it through together...but no. you like making decisions on ur own...you never learn...
i m disappointed. and i am sad. my heart is shut...besides God, i thought i would make space for you. you have already gotten the space. u have lived in the space before...that space in my heart...
but now that you are gone...i shall leave that space for no one else...for nobody else..except for Him...He has been there for me...through my ups and downs...through my happiness and sadness...
slowly...i shall erase you from my life...soon you will cease to exist. for each night when i sleep and when i wake up the next morning...my memory will be erased bit by bit...my heart will harden each morning...little by little...
* spoken&willspeakagain*
8:34 AM
