Feel no more|Sunday, June 25, 2006
i do not know what else to say. you keep having this cynicisms. you keep not believing.how can we move on if...you keep behaving this way?my right mind tells me to forget you and move on.but how can i when it is you whom i love to bits? i do not love you for your looks or your body or your rare stints of being the most romantic guy on earth.i just love you. do i need to explain?why how when?do i really need to?it makes me worried to think that...you are thinking of this alone.i am here, dear...i am here. it just that...we have to go through these moments.moments where we have our commitments. moments where i am twenty but the elders do not think likewise. moments where...i wish i am by you but...i am just...not.i am strong. i think i am. am i?
if i am not meant for you, do turn me heartless.if it hurts to love, let me be hurt so that you'll be happy.its your happiness i pray for.so little of mine.if ever the past turns true and the truth remains the future,harden my tears.harden my heart.make me love n feel no more.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
3:00 PM