i never would love again.|Thursday, June 29, 2006
hey world. its over for me. for i have always lived in the ideals. for to me, there's no such thing as impossible.u may think i am strong. but i am crumbling inside.i do not know what else to say. i really do not know.the feelings inside me...it is all so full of pain.i do not know if it is actually pain. i do not know how to describe it. its just...sadness.yeah. thats the word. mere sadness.u noe i keep close to my word.i never thought it would happen to me.but it did. i never thought it would come.but it did.i cried. cried my heart out this morning.i can't cry last night.i was too tired to cry.i was too tired to cry.i thought i was dreaming.i never would love again.maybe i would.if finally my heart opens up again.then maybe that time...it would be final.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
8:46 AM
