|Thursday, July 20, 2006
felt different yesterday and today. one of those days when we would suddenly feel all sombre and question the meaning of life. haha! oh my.i think i need some time to read some great books. seriously. haha! u noe...like Tuesdays with Morrie. and A Walk to Remember...haha! yeah. Nicholas Sparks. those kind of books which look so cheap because they are just simply romantic and nothing else. but they make you feel good. they make you feel like no matter what happens...you are always the best. and that you are simply the best. i dunno about the masses out there. but u noe...whenever i watch Bollywood movies like....Kuch Kuch Hota Hai... Dil To Pagal Hai...Mohabbatein...Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham...i just feel good. u noe. it just feels good to cry. haha!*i notice i am making little sense*
and so yesterday...i dunno why but i went for MS Appreciates. i think i went because i was invited. i mean...i guess as a volunteer...i feel that it is important for you to attend the dinner because people appreciate you. *gosh.again i think i m not making sense* and that...you have done something that people value so much. i have not done much for MS though. the only events that i am directly involved in would be Zikral Rasul and NUSMS Internship Programme. but MS Appreciates yesterday was nice...it was very sweet ah. with the movie theme and all. and i get to meet up with my FOC members. i miss them so much...and yes. pple came up to me telling me that i looked much better. looked so much more calmer and more relieved. alhamdulillah. and i only have God to thank for that. *smiles*and now..i am waiting for a chance to hang out with my eminence peeps. i miss the gals so much. Asilah and shafa and nurie especially. because they are not in NUS.haha!! n tomr is racial harmony day. and my brothers are getting ready their traditional costumes. haha!and i am remisnicing the good old days in RGS n NJ...we love these one-day events. i especially love the ones in RGS. those days were just so spirited! i swear i was crazy then. the days when i m caught in between my prefect uniform and being crazy with eminence. i mean. hello. haha! but i love eminence. and also the prefects' togetherness then. i have always thought that my batch was the best though. 33survivors. and yes! remember arts fest, guys? arts fest in RG was damn happening ah! the basketballers who painted their bodies silver, and they went arnd sch like robots. the busking sessions. those pple who can just sing so so well.and i wish i can relive those moments in secondary sch again. when the seven of us amazingly squeeze in one round table. and we did that for almost every single schooling day. pple who need us sure know where to find us.
pardon me. my heart feels heavy.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
8:41 PM
