|Saturday, August 12, 2006
first someone i loved left.then pple i loved fought.screamed.shouted.threw stuff all over.what else is there.my eyes r sore. my heart is dead. only a space for God to continue to shine His Love for me.i can ask for nothing more from these pple. i do not know what i am letting these tears out for. anyway....i foresee life is going to get all busy. and this is from the bottom of my heart. ALHAMDULILLAH.Here's my modules for Semester 06/07:1) EN3227 - Romanticism2) EN3249 - The Body: Politics, Poetics, Perception3) EN3224 - The Twentieth Century4) GEK1014 - Understanding Emotions in Interactive Processes (Biz)5) GEK1006 - Dynamics of Interpersonal Effectivenessso...i have more than sufficient things to think about. like...the complexities of my literature books. i shall read in between the lines so so deep that i make sure i get lost in them and come up again like i have discovery a virgin land. yes. i am angry. i am frustrated. so frustrated that i wanted to run away and get all lost. and start afresh. haha! i m rambling in the midst of my frantic n frustrated n all pent-up angst. anyway. i dunno. i just dun feel like writing down the good things i did the past few days...like my URUT and my SAUNA treatment. seriously. it was simply GREAT to have ur body pounded by the makcik. hahah! ok. tt sounds funny. and then..just now...after all my frustration...i decided to clean up my room. somehow or rather...no matter how many times i clean it up...i always have NEW rubbish to throw. oh well. and i saw my NJC PROM photos. I MISS YOU 03AO1!!! and layz...where have u been......
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