|Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i just have to blog now. even though i do not have my beloved laptop with me and i just ended school at 610pm just now and i am so dreadfully drained and i am so freaking tired and...i think i need to blog. haha.the day was so so so mentally and physically tiring ah! i feel so useless in my literature tutorials! stoning. reading the poem instead of reflecting on it. i dun feel smart enough like the rest of the brilliant peeps in my tutorials. haha! see! the danger of you not come to tutorials PREPARED!! sighz. i need to buck up man...or else. i m doomed. hahahaha! seriously. i think the only tutorial i am so alive in at the moment in my business GEK1014 module....(in which i actively contribute in class so that i wont fell asleep)....also in my Body EN3249 module...in which i have the urge to contribute because....i love the texts as i always finish reading them!...and maybe my social work module. hahaa! okok. i need to buck up. enough said. on another note.....ahhhh! i am panicking. like seriously. ergh.and yeah. i m hungry too. i feel like eating but everytime i want to indulge in some sinful savouries....i think i should go for a more than 30 min run. okok. i think i sound crazy but i m feeling intense emotions in me. ergh. tension. friction. william blake. wordsworth. keats. shelley.virginia woolf. ergh. and hahahahaha! friends keep asking abt this teenage crush thing!!!!! lo and behold! keep on guessing guys. like the name suggests...it is a teenage crush thing ah! so please. dun bother asking. because right.....me being me.....the teenage crush is a flippant figment of my memory. hur hur. hahahaa! butyeah....i mean...the heart is still too naughty to keep still. it still has feelings. it cannot be devoid of it...so is the heart...working its wonders again? i dunno.i mean...me falling in love again? is it possible? anyway....i really think my previous relationship has been a great one. and unless u noe him or her, lets not judge him/her. sometimes...relationships are just meant to be quick experiences. u will just get to experience the ups and downs so intensely. it is just a part of growing up.but if it is really really love you are talking about...it is no longer a mere quick experience. it is a lifelong journey. and yup.hey prince charming...may u always be the apple of my eye...may u always be the one i look out for in a landscape of millions of other princes. may u always be the one who capture my heart...may my heart be the one you desire always.....may you would love to treat me like a princess....like the princess that is so fond of making you laugh and happy.hey and you know what makes you different from the other princes....it is because you are charming..hints. *smiles*
* spoken&willspeakagain*
6:34 PM
