|Tuesday, September 05, 2006
life has been quite hectic and at the same time tiring. now for me, it is the urgent matter of balance. balance in everything i intended to do. balance between school and family. balance between private and public. balance between love and like. balance between fun and seriousness. balance between activities and modules. balance between dunia and akhirat.alhamdulillah. i think i am getting used to juggling my time. it just needs a little bit of adjustment. it needs a little bit of me taking in a deep breath and exhaling slowly. insya'Allah. i pray that i can pull through.I m falling more in love with PBM now. we are doing just fine, though we face a few down moments. nevertheless, it is the team spirit that i can see forming fast, and that 'never-give-up' attitude. PBM teaches all of us that...what works before may not work now, and that there should not be a level of innate complacency. world is changing. we need to move along with the changes. we are certainly dealing with a different kind of people now, and i dare say that we are that vibrant to spot things fast and react rationally and knowledgably. to jalankopi, i realli believe in us more than i believe in me. and for school, literature is timely much more demanding than ever. but it has been very very lovely because i have great lecturers/tutors this semester. and gosh. i m really so low in terms of knowledge and i guess...there is no other way for me to go except to strive to go up. i foresee my students looking up to me the same way i m looking up to my lecturers...and i do not want to disappoint them. and for my family...i will deal with it slowly. i have yet to find out a good way to make things back to 'normal'...i dunno. i mean...what is the 'normal'? God knows. I can only pray that everybody is tenang hati and that the heart is opened so widely to let Iman and Kasih shine in it...heypeeps. keep on moving because, we may never know when we cant move anymore. "Sesiapa yang selalu mendoakan untuk kebaikan orang lain, nescaya Allah s.w.t akan selalu mendoakan dirinya kembali."
* spoken&willspeakagain*
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