|Sunday, September 17, 2006
oh well! i am at macs now. trying to use the internet to the best of my ability. now that the internet at home is totally unstable. and i am so so hungry!!! hahaha! and sigh. u noe something, relapses happen today again when i saw his elder sis. i miss him. but at the same time, i am aware that it can only go that far. that he will just remain as another memory in my memory bank... i do not know how he is doing now. but i would be glad, if he is doing so well...and if he is happy...well...if he is hap
py, i know that i should be happy too. it is not that i am not...i am. i am happy now with my school, my friends..my family...i feel good...but at the same time, i keep thinking of him. but then again, time will heal! :) *i hope...*anyway, yeah! now i do have a lot to do. readings are piling and at the rate i m doing my readings, i do not think i can complete till next semester. hehe! buthey. i am trying. :)bulan ramadan is next week...and i am happy. i am looking forward to it. finally...a time for to try redeem the bad stuffs i've done. sighz. seriously. i do not know why i did those stupid stuffs. and now tt i have the ability of the mind...I can remember. and i hate remembering those times...sighz. memory. memory. memory.anyway, just some thoughts i gather from Ustaz today at the kuliah1) Diri & jiwa kita dianggap mati jika kewujudan kita bagaikan tiada makna pada orang lain *in other words, make sure in whatever you do, it is beneficial to others around you.*2) Kita harus menjadi manusia yang bermanfaat sesama manusia dan juga yang dikasihi Allah swt apabila kita mati kelak.3) Menjelang Ramadan, bergembiralah kamu....dan buatlah persediaan bagi menghadapi Ramadan.....yup. Insya'Allah.....
* spoken&willspeakagain*
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