|Monday, September 25, 2006
Ramadan has arrived. and i am now into my second day of it. it sure aint easy but alhamdulillah! things are going well. the first day was funny! nak terawih...macam2 hal terjadi. i caught a cold. and i dunno from where because the weather was damn warm and humid. or rather...i think it was sinus. i kept sneezing and sneezing during solat. and in the intervals...kept blowing and clearing my nose. sigh. it sure aint a good slash comfortable night. in addition to that, i had decided not to bring along telekong. so i just prayed in my baju kurung, of course...with my wrists and feet covered. in order not to allow my tudung to fly about, i pinned it to my baju with a brooch at the back. lo and behold. i reached the mosque...did 2 rakaats of terawih..and the brooch broke. how wonderful. there. everytime i sujud...my tudung goes haywire. haha! that is the story of my first night of Ramadan...and yup. again relapses happened. i dunno when these relapses would stop. seriously. it is getting a little too much for me. yes. i do feel more and more indifferent and unaffected. but at the same time, i think relapses that happen too often...will lead me to missing him. each time slightly more than the previous time. sighz. no...i hope i m strong enough to face this Ramadan with a HEART that is a better HEART than the last HEART i had...and yes...alhamdulillah! i am on good terms with my mum now. i realised that i am like her. we are just mirror images of one another. both are equally stubborn. both are equally egoistic. sigh. but i love her more each day, despite our frequent squabbles. i know that she'll be the one i look forward to hug and smile too...before i breathe my last breath. *then comes my husband. hehe!*and yes. we love to shop. i bought 3 pairs of shoes for RM65. not a bad deal huh? and my shoe collection has...one two...three.... altogether about 12 pairs. haha! and still countg. ok. my break from readings is over. time to get back. and yes. blogging sure wakes u up. *smiles*
* spoken&willspeakagain*
3:25 PM
