|Saturday, October 28, 2006


i really cant stand it anymore.
i really need to erase you from my mind.
i really really need to.
it is for my own good. or else...i will keep living in this pain.
it is still painful for me despite my smiles and happy moods and good work and professionalism.
please.
i do not know how to handle this.
do tell me if there is a better way.
i just want you out of my mind.
tears start to well up in my eyes everytime i think of you. ur pictures. ur presence. you.
the thing is, i think i do still love you.
and it is that fact that is making me hate myself.
so so much.

just go away.
if not...then i'll go...

* spoken&willspeakagain*
9:11 AM

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