|Monday, November 06, 2006
haha! now i have one more test and one essay to go. Insya'allah...i shall prevail my existence in this semester. sighz. time is certainly running out for me! my exams are in three weeks and lo and behold...my first paper is my worst subject. which is ... EN3224. haha! i tell you, 20th century writing is very complicated. and the worst thing is, 20th century writers embrace complexity for to them, they are trying to portray the complicated world they are living in right now. oh well. they are sure making things complicated for me. *half-smile*they are a lot of subjects i would like to touch on.
but i guess there are more pressing matters for me to do, like reading Jane Eyre and do my EN3224 essay and get ready for my test on WED. so i shall give them all a miss.
except for, i want to thank these people for making my saturday exciting and wonderful.
*hafie, nurul, shad, nadiah, kamie, fadzli, zola, md noor, kamal, nazri, ridhwan, mukmin* the hari raya outing was fantastic. with a lot of cam-whoring. and GREAT food. but all in all, i am very glad we all managed to spend time with each other. it has been some time since i see the lights of some people...but hey guys...i love you guys a lot. do take care. at some points in time during the whole thing, i did fall into relapses though. but one thing i notice, the pain is getting lesser and lesser. and i think, seeing we all happy, ease the pain quite a bit.
now i have other things that require my attention more than my love life. things like
1. my ACEH trip...i think...instead of brooding over love, i might as well extend my love to these kids and learn from them. i hope to raise funds for their shelter. i'll see what i can do. and i think i can do it.
2. my love for reading. therefore i should be able to enjoy my essays and exams. since writing is what i do best.
3. i started another blog. intend to start my personal blog for my own poetry and puisi. i noe. i bet the quality is very amateurish and naive. but i guess i want to start somewhere. and you know something, i hope one day i can write some good books which can last throughout the times...provided the human race still have the interest to read. do visit dianfatehah.livejournal.com...it will not be regularly updated...only when i do have the hunch to write poetry or puisi or whatever not. do give your constructive criticism....for they will make me a better writer.
4. PBM. to really really plan things properly.
5. to concentrate on my strengths.
as for my love life, insya'Allah, i'll get to go out with him someday. and be in Love again. as for now...my heart is somewhere else.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
4:42 PM
except for, i want to thank these people for making my saturday exciting and wonderful.
