|Monday, December 25, 2006


sigh. i am just so irritated.
dont say that i am selfish or things like that.
because i am simply sick and tired of putting up smiley faces.
i cant remain smiling all the time.
i am tired. tired to the core.
i need a break. and i want a break.
daughter. sister. student. and everything else.
i saw the town council note under the front door.
warrant of arrest has been issued.
haha! my toes are laughing.
may history repeat itself gleefully.
studies. loneliness. challenges.
pak sanggup. semua nak buat.
tell me again....what should i gain from all this?
all the ideas. all the time. all the effort.
all the readings. all the books.
and you say that i hardly have time for you.
try and be in my position.
because i make it seem so easy...people think it is easy.
damn.

* spoken&willspeakagain*
8:07 PM

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