|Wednesday, January 31, 2007


notice that in my intro page....i have inserted an excerpt from The Velveteen Rabbit. This excerpt has always been my all time favourite. It speaks of the essence of Real. the Real behind appearances. the Real behind the shell, the face, the smile. i've always yearn for someone to see me beyond me. oh yah! and soon i think i will post up another poem or excerpt. this other one is about Paintbrushes. essentially, it talks about doing away with the paintbrush that a person has been using to paint layers and layers of colours onto himself...so essentially if other persons or people are ready to see and accept who you really are...it is only then that you throw away the paintbrush...

why am i obsessed with being real? because i feel that in reality, we are too caught up with other concerns like work, stress, career, money....that we forget to appreciate the essence of human beings. i was walking along the walkway at AS6 just now and there was a Community Service group raising funds for Cheshire Home...i felt heartened. it always disturbs me to see myself giving donations..instead of the one standing on the other side of the table...appealing for it. i dunno. i cant imagine myself in the future as somebody static...but i hope God continues to give me the Strength and Will in future so that i can continue to help people around me.

i want to say more but it is already late at night and i have a 9am tutorial tomr. and ridhwan! i shall always remember today...us being 20 minutes late for COMPUTING TUTORIAL!!!! whatever it is...it is still your fault for realising that we are at the WRONG computer BUILDING!see... MEN and their DELAYED REACTIONS. haha! *sorry! but i just want to cari pasal!hehe!*and GOSH! why cant S16 lifts be normal????? one side serves the ODD floors and the other side serves the EVEN floors and we went to the WRONG lifts TWICE. ergh. and when we FINALLY reached the comp lab...guess what? we were forcing OPEN the door...when actually, we are supposed to lightly TAP our matric card on the card reader. good eh? the ARTS faculty sure produces smart students like us.

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