|Tuesday, February 20, 2007
just now after the meeting, i felt so happy. at least, there were some things which i had let out of my chest. i think that it was a good thing that i tried my best to control my anger the past few days. at least, when i addressed the issue just now, it didn't sound as bad as i had imagined it to be. subdued. but addressed. but then, when i got home...i realized that there are some things that are important that are yet to be settled. sigh. i think it affected me too much that you know...when i was praying mahgrib...for the first rakaat...i read al-fatihah, al-kafiruun, and al-ikhlas 3 times. man. wat was i doing? tak khusyuk seh solat!! and then...i cant concentrate reading my poetry ah! after i read one verse paragraph...i remember about melayuku sayang...open house...FOC...future JK...haha! ape seh...anyway...sighz. dah lah. banyak keje nak buat ah! ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. anyway kan kan kan. something happened that make me so happy. but...............................it is only for a while aje. life is so full of these short short happiness....that i cant wait to finally feel liberated n really happy..Ya Allah...berikanlah aku kebahagiaan, Ya Allah...isikanlah hati ku ini dengan Nikmat kebahagiaan dan ketenangan dari Mu....Labels: awaiting happiness
* spoken&willspeakagain*
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