|Wednesday, March 28, 2007


i am scared of falling in love again.
because...i dont want to end up hurting people i dont want to hurt.
should i just remain...functional?
reduce myself to functions of a student. to functions of a daughter. to just...functions.
and just...wait for my heart to open up.
and sit and wait.
i dunno.
for...
i am now...not in the right state of mind...

*dad, i pray you will reach Taiwan safely. able to do your work there safely. and return to Home safely too. i am starting to miss you already. i want you to be back fast. because i feel safer with you around. dad, i really love you. you come back quick ok. i want to forever be your princess...*

haha! i am going to miss my dad. he has always been around for me. he is ideal. because we speak without speaking. dad always knows what i like. without even asking. at times, he brought home for me brownies. he makes them at work. and you know something, dad is always so patient. he is so positive about life. he said that whatever happens in life...is just God's wishes. He always assures me that there is nothing in life to be scared about because ultimately we all go back to Him. this world is just like a bridge. :) a pretty long but short one. i love my dad. and no one can replace him...

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