|Sunday, March 18, 2007
i just dont feel like doing anything right now. i just feel like running away to new zealand and hide myself amongst the cold mountains.especially the spot where the sunny side mountain side is green and the colder side mountain side is blue and white. i want to sit right there in the middle. me myself i and God. and my dear. ergh. i feel like roaring. like...let the caged animal in me roar and break open the suffocating metal cage with my mighty force and claw every single being who gets in my way...and bite them and hastily savour the blood. please... allow me to love. please. i am begging. allow me to love. allow me to love who i want...allow me to love a special someone...allow me to love everyone...please...do not impose on me. i m turning 21. there is a certain level of maturity that comes with my age. and i am capable of owning that maturity level. can u please dun keep thinking that whatever i do is wrong? have you ever tried putting urself in my shoes? i think it is time for me... to run and reach for the rainbows. let me achieve the dreams i envisage...please. please release me from the handcuffs of rigidity and self-consciousness... please...trust yourself to place me in His hands...trust God to look after me, please...stifled. i almost want to run away to new zealand. Labels: let me go...
* spoken&willspeakagain*
10:42 PM
