|Friday, March 16, 2007
sometimes i do wish that i have the capacity to look into my future. to envision what i will be (a teacher? is that all? or is there more?)..what kind of person i am (still as ayu *haha!* or will i turn grouchy and grumpy?)...who will I be sharing my life with...how will my family be like...will i be happily married...will i be having kids already...will i be having a good fulfilling life, well endowed with riches, with no unpaid bills, with a very loving and caring and simply sweet husband, beautiful and respectful and smart and loving kids, with my parents who are finally taking a break from bringing me up, with my brothers finally knowing what they want to achieve in their lives and working towards their dreams, with me gladly being a teacher who inspires and loves her students and watch them grow in the eyes way different from their parents, with me still keeping in touch with my fantabulous friends like EMINENCE and the lovely NUS gang and other close companions, with me still keeping in close contact with people whom i have worked with before like my boss, my mps / grassroots mates both young and old, my PBMUKS pple whom i really love so much contrary to my complaints at times, and the other contacts whom i have established with throughout these years, with me still contributing to the community or the world at large, with me just..being happy and calm and still doing things in this worldly just to seek His blessings and hopefully i'll be rewarded with the glories of Heaven with a perfect companion...? *pray for me, Dear. pray for us.*my..if only these visions that i would love to see form right before my eyes...would...i do not know what else in life that i am wishing for. its just those above. i just want to lead a simple life. simple yet meaningful. simple yet blessed. simple yet blissful.at this moment, life is simply beautiful. i just need to work harder, to make sure that I am gaining as much Ilmu as possible. be it duniawi or ukhrawi. and of course. the strive to betterhood is on-going and never ceasing.essays after essays after essays...pbm event after pbm event after pbm event...thursday after thursday after thursday...day after day after day...i am still smiling.and smiling endlessly.*by the way, now i LOVE pizza hut.*i am living my life to the fullest.i was eating lunch with hafie and nuriahtu just now. and i was telling hafie how happy i am at this moment with pbm. alhamdulillah. all our events are well-done thus far. and i am happy to see both the guys and girls DK groups more wonderful than before. and i am happy to see my charity golf pple taking things in their stride and moving on as gallantly and as smartly as ever. and i am happy with my Persuratan Secretariat, working together as ONE team. and i am happy with Melayuku Sayang comm, both the yr ones and the JK pple, who are very very determined to make things happen TOMORROW. and i am happy with the SUCCESS of the SENI events which were WELL-REALIZED and damn happening. and i am happy with my KEBAJIKAN events, like Masih Ada Harapan in which i can see my year ones who are really keen in helping the community and KemKitaOrang where we might be going CAVE-ING!. and i am happy with my PENERBITAN team which is made up of really really tough people because despite the really low support for penerbitan, things are REALLY picking up and they are REALLY looking good (if you dun believe, pay a visit to akudeta.com and also JOIN the perkampungan bahasa team who is going to give our school kids a chance at HIPHOP and the MALAY LANGUAGE together w imran ajmain).alhamdulillah...I can only have Allah swt to thank for His will to provide PBM with such calibre individuals who work great in their respective teams. especially to my JK, i feel blessed with having you guys in my team. no words can more describe the grateful feeling i have now. especially to my year ones, i hope you guys have learnt a lot from your involvement in PBM activities. i really love to see the faces you guys have after you have finished your events. it is really wonderful. harap you guys tak serik k...the malay community needs you guys. trust me. especially to my year twos, threes and fours, you guys are amazing. thank you very much for always making time for PBM. JK06/07 really appreciate your presence and your support and your prayers. man...sigh. it is already nearing the END of march. JK06/07...we have much less than 5 months. oh my. time and tide. wait for no man... i m beginning to feel the difficulty to let go of pbm as a president. i have learnt a lot. but oh well. it is still FIVE months more. there are still EVENTS AWAITING SUCCESS. insya'Allah...Ya Allah...Engkau tolonglah hamba-hambaMu yang ingin membuat kebaikan...Pimpinlah hati insan-insan ini...lastly...it is really with Love that one can make differences. Listening to your voice at the end of the day is really soothing. Eases my stressed-up mind after a long hard day in school. Looking at your determination really makes me move and keep on moving. your sincerity makes me tear each night, why is my heart so much harder compared to yours...I only have Allah swt to thank...Love...It comes from God. Maha Suci Allah...Labels: love and its blessings
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