oh well. pardon me for the rubbish previous post. u noe. i just feel like posting and posting. but i dun feel like writing. i feel like....

eating apple crumble with butterscotch ice cream and caramel sauce.
eating my dad's dark chocolate brownies with Cookies and Cream Ice Cream.
eating chocolate pudding with bits of Maltesers.
reading a romance novel.
tucking myself up in bed with the most comfortable comforters and lots of cushions with the room air-conditioned.
painting a picture of the picturesque view from the top of the hill at the back of my house.
going for a massage that can release every bit of air that is stuck in between my joints and layering muscles.
watching dvds of the most romantic stories ever.
crying. silently.
sleeping. soundly.


damn it lah.damn. damn. damn it.
i hate this 'missing you' feeling.
it makes me feel...empty.

* spoken&willspeakagain*
6:18 PM