rainy days make me reflect|Wednesday, April 25, 2007


haha! kindly ignore the previous. i was in utmost angst! i never meant to hurt anybody. but in the event i do,i hope the intended(s) will forgive me. i was just...displeased. im sorry. i really am. time and time again, i think i tend to hurt here and there...sighz.

after that, i solat at AS6. and it was raining so so heavily! and if i stared into the distance long enough, i would actually catch a lightning cutting across the sky. its beautiful ah! when u solat and all that...and all ears and your heart listen to is the pitter patter of the rain. not the vibration of your handphone. not the shuffling of your notes. not the grumbling of the buses' engines. not the dragging of tired feet. you are just immersed in Allah's bountiful blessings. and then, i went home with crazy people. and i have absolutely nothing to say about that. the experience was painful. my stomach was hurting from the horrendous stitches from laughing. i think...i almost died of laughter. and i warn you. social workers are dangerous people. beware: sufian, ridhwan, md noor. sociologist (fadzli) is bad too and all he does is laugh and he chose to side with the laughing social workers. they are horrible company after one whole day of mugging geography. because they almost cause me to DIE of laughter. i desire female company. i really do. *hehe!*

some pics for you guys to decipher the state i am in.



i really like the last picture. every time i study, i always look at the noticeboard. picture of me when i was younger...postcards with regard to teaching outside the classroom...picture of me and my brothers...picture of me and my jc classmates...akudeta postcard...and a nice pantun from boss to remind me to not only be a teacher, but a good one. he wrote:

Berburu di padang datar
Dapat rusa belang kaki
Berguru kepalang ajar
Bagai bunga kembang tak jadi

so now and then, i am always reminded of my dream. to teach. not only subjects. but life. i dun want the kids to go so much astray from the desired path. i dun want them to treat life frivolously. because...i think..there are beautiful things that they have not discovered.

beauty of calmness, smiles, happiness...and a couple of bad moments.

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