CALM.REFRESHED.|Thursday, May 17, 2007
ok ok! do not groan ok! i know that i have been changing my blog skin for the umpteenth time but hey. i can't resist the temptation. this one looks kinda nice! i like the bright colours. and the abstract 'teardrop on petals' image is very very subtle... yet... yet... lovely. u noe. it is as loud as a man yet as feminine as a woman. haha! i am crazy. i cant help myself from opening my blogpage again and again. i think it is nice ah! so colourful. i feel very calm today. i have a confession to make. do you know...that innately, i do fear conducting PBM meetings. i fear doing up the agenda. because i know there are so many things to do that if i list down in the agenda, it IS physically and visually alot. i fear if people are scared to come to meetings because their events are shaking. i fear for my sect heads to be demoralized. i fear for PBM to lose the people's interest. i fear for my team to disintegrate. i fear that we would not be able to walk out of AGM 2007 as gallantly as we have entered.but i am glad to say..Alhamdulillah. :)But we still have TIME to kill. and once we've killed the King TIME, we'll take over the throne. and emerge victorious. Insya'Allah. Ya Allah, Engkau berkatilah tugas kami. Tunjukkanlah kami ke jalan yang diredhaiMu melalui tanggungjawab yang telah Engkau amanahkan kepada kami ini...Semoga tugas ini dapat mendekatkan diri kami ini kepada Mu, Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim...i will update more soon. now my body is aching. too much too long on the computer can kill your back. and furthermore, i have to be in school tomr. life is just getting busy. i am SLOWLY...very slowly...getting into the groove. i mean... i know myself. we must know when to leave our mark where and how.
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