dear you|Wednesday, May 16, 2007
dear you,
you know, i really wonder how you do it. you are simply a wonderful person. in fact, i think you are fantastic. no no. wonderful and fantastic are simply not apt enough to describe you. i think you are... magical. yeah...that is exactly the word. magical. do you know want to know why?
just by being with you alone, or just by merely being you, you conjure so so so many things in me. you turn me upside down. you push and pull from all corners of me. you make me the calmest of a person. yet you can turn me into the craziest person alive. you have the power to release the animal in me. and yet i can be tamed so quickly. so tell me.
what magical potion do you bubble in your cauldron?
what enchanting chants do you mumble between your lips?
which mysterious wand do you twirl between your fingers?
which erudite book of magic do you confide?
how long a breath do you take to whisper into the sacred air?
u call me up. to the rings of the phone i promptly reply. excited. im moving on. but ure stopping me. like a magician, you do disappearing acts. u leave me in awe, mouth wide open. like a child looking for a rabbit which hops out from the hat. i am angry at you. because you know... the only person who understands what is happening now... is only you. you say you are jaded. what about me? u think i am still so much alive and kicking huh?
i dunno why. i really really care about you. but it just remains that way. yup. it just remains that way. i just care about you.
oh well. this is a random post. its just random. get it. random. ERGH. i need someone to talk to. someone to tell me tt things will work out. in one way or another.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
10:44 PM