THE VOICE|Tuesday, May 22, 2007
U noe…these few days have been filled with omens. I have been reading and watching and speaking of matters that involve voices. Yesterday, I watched Spiderman Two. Ultimately, one thing I like about all the three Spiderman movies is that, there is one central theme that we, normal human beings, are always ignorant of.
We are always ignorant of the small voice that exists within us.
The voice that tells us what is it that we really desire…what is it that we really need. I think the voice deep within us is our best friend. Our closest company. The truest of conscience. but we always fail to heed it. the voice guides. but heck. the human ego is just too big. we try to find our own solutions to what we deem as problems. haven't we realize that the solutions always lie Within us.
I have been very angry the past few days. angry but just heading life as per normal. because...what some think is painless, is actually the deepest stab in the heart. but all i say is this. 'you are hurting me'. i kinda think that i am behaving alike a narcissist. i am one. but i dare say it is time for me to...act on it. to move on. yes. i have been contemplating. and contemplating. i have written about this time and time again. i have tried to give chances. i have tried to be optimistic. i used to hear the Voice speaking to me. but i shut it away. there were Signs that things were falling apart but i Choose to ignore. but not this time round.this time, the signs are clear. the Voice is affirmative. and i shall heed it.Insya'Allah...God will bless. one last thing...sometimes rezeki datang tanpa diminta. mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya. mungkin Allah swt mahukan hambaNya bersiap-sedia mengenai sesuatu yang telah ditetapkan olehNya.I am going to work. :)Labels: daily musings
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