IT IS ONCE UPON A TIME NO MORE|Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Suatu Masa - M.Nasir
Bagaimanakan ku mula
Dan apakah kata-kata
Yang indah untuk diabadikan
Tiap wajah berkisahTiap madah bererti
Manakah ilhamku
Cahaya di matamu
Senyum di bibirmu
mengukir seribu tanda pertanyaan
Mungkinkah
kau jua dalam kerinduan
Di saat begini aku merindukah
Berhelai-helai surat
Terbiar di depanku
Tak dapat aku utuskan
Ku ramas semua
Dan ku buangkan
Jauh dari pandangan
Lalu aku kesal
Ku kumpul semula
Tak dapat ku nyatakan apa yang ku rasa
Jika engkau tahu di dalam hatiku
Mungkinkah kau sahut jeritan batinku
Dengarkanlah panggilanku
Dengarkanlah lagu untukmu
Angin lalu kau sampaikan
Rasa rindu yang membara
Kepadanya
Warna-warna cintaku
Kian pudar bersama
Malam yang gelap gelita
Entahkan kau rasakan
Apa yang aku rasa
Atau kau tak endah
Tapi ku percaya
Semua telah tertulis
Dan niat suciku takkan disiakan
Dan di suatu masa
Di hari yang indah
Ku hulur tanganku
Lalu kau terima
song is apt. again and again, i feel rejuvenated. i feel that i have gained a strength that i have never once gotten. you may not have believed that i am this happy. subdued and pressed upon by external superior forces, my childhood was one that i probably would not choose to relive. maybe some of the happy moments but certainly not all that was happy was totally happy. instructions and orders have i strictly followed. i kinda mature slightly earlier than the rest. some friends could adhere to that. it was always easier to follow instructions than not. because the emotional and psychological baggage was sometimes a bit too tiring to bear. that is why i took up posts...took up appointments...took up certain things that are deemed to be compulsory. so that...the compulsory-ness will give me more freedom. ironic but true.
and so now...love is compulsory.
when love beckons
and my heart said it is right
and my heart warned that it may not be ideal
and my heart alerted that there are gruesome challenges ahead
love seize my heart
and my heart was acknowledged
and my mind was alerted
and my soul was made aware of sudden horizons beyond
with love...
comes God.
comes self. him. and family.
with love...
comes dreams, desires, and freedom to achieve those things
your heart feels for
your mind thinks of
and
your soul seeks...
amin.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
10:07 AM
