|Monday, June 18, 2007
sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, tak sepandai kuda main snooker.
seperti lembu chill tepi pantai.
seribu tahun.
i just called to say i love you.
usah lepaskan.
i'm loving it.
finger-licking good.
2353535.
suatu masa.
hingga akhir nanti.
bits and pieces of randomness that seem to be devoid of meaning. but in the world of us, the meaning is clear. we have written another chapter of our book. 'the proposal' or 'can i just say yes?'. two chapter titles that we shall choose from at the end of our journey together. when is the end? lets just say, we do not care. why think of the end, when now we are laughing and smiling and staring and gazing. i have never felt like this before. and i do not think he has too. but the feeling was just great. it was like as if we had met in our previous lives and are now doing some serious catching up. we talked and chatted and got lost in our own worlds. each time, it was great. each time, it was new. each time, it was simply beautiful. full of utter nonsence. but set each of us smiling....again and again. i do not think i care if things will not work out eventually. but i do know that if i were to die tomorrow, my life is complete. i die a happy girl. i felt and am feeling love. things are still raw and the rawness of love now is simply amazing. and hopefully...insya'Allah...this rawness will bring us through...every single minute moment of smiley happiness and tearful sadness and angsty fury. subhanallah...if this is the joy of being in love, i pray that God choose me to be immersed in such love for eternity...dear all. thank you all for your presence for the maly-kamie bbq at east coast.despite the rain, laughter your presence, each and every one of you...i am really grateful for. my bdae buddy, kamie! babe! i love doing it with you. we were busy hostesses...but i think we are pretty good. thanks kamie!! and i still have your chocolates. my eminence babes! shafa, asilah, nurul...the purple shoes were fantabulously pretty. i love it alot. but i think, what is lovelier is...you guys being around. and the secrets that we still have to share and so that calls for ANOTHER eminence outing. and you noe...whatever it is...you guys are like sisters to me...khalid and siti! haha! i love it when you guys came. we are all growing up and....keeping in touch gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...hope our friendship prevail. kalau korang kahwin, jemput aku. MY PBM people!! kamal, rawi, diatch, nisa, syikin, zola, baba (and company!), fairuz!...thanks man...thanks so much for being down. the CROWN. and birthday PRINCESS balloons. and kamal and rawi, the rain and coffee company and the 'count to twenty' game was memorable. haha! full of crap as always. salmah! wany!husni!terima kasih ah korang!! and the charity golf GANG! haha! haireez,alman,artika and ana!!ok ok!! whats with the 'best tak best tak!!' when im opening presents. haha! lovely. MY BEST NUS BUDDIES! fadz, hakim, fazli, muz, nadiah, nazri...walaupun korang sungguh busy, sebab korang makan more than five plates...aku suka! and fadz..ur card was meaningful. right from your little heart. i did wish that you would stop sayg that your heart is little because it is bigger than you think it is! and naz, walaupun kau dari kallang, sanggup kauREEZA! love you babe. tak sia-sia aku berkawan dgn kau since JC. yup! hadiah kau sweet. kau pun sweet! sincerely, i wish you best. *smiles*and LOVE. you are lovely. i think you know how i feel. *smiles.smiles.smiles.smiles*thanks again people. thank you. and to kak nur! i love you. i love us being cousins. i like growing up with you! :):):)and now it is down to serious business. PBM. Marsiling Secondary. NEW academic year 2007/2008. CAP of 3.7! and more fulfilling life. new zealand. and new found love.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
9:40 AM
