i am speechless. i cant blog anymore. because i do not know what to say down here. last time, the blog is equivalent to a space of thoughts and ramblings and endless nonsense. now i think, my blogging life has taken a different turn.

with the presence of a great significant other, life just takes on a different kind of ... journey. let us not scorn at what i am about to say. or have just said. being in love ... is beautiful. the beauty is breathtaking. it is like the beauty of a beautiful landscape. it is like when you are up there on the mountain top and you see the beautiful trees and colours and the flowers all around you. it is not the lusty red-light district kinda beauty. it is the pure kind of beauty. the kind that makes you smile with your eyes. and breathe. why be u shy about declaring the sweetness and bitterness of being in love? we all experience the same thing...don't we not?

shakespeare once said that the course of true love is never smooth. well...life is never smooth and no one promises us that life is going to be easy. i am happy the way i am now. though for now... life is not easy for me. i've never cried for so long and today was the ultimate. and these things always happen when life is just so hectic. and frankly it gets very very frustrating. and in the midst of such intense emotions, you say the wrong things. you wish the wrong wishes. you pray the wrong prayers. i was tired. and i have been tired. not for the past few days. but for the past 21 years. i think God has been trying to tell me something but i really do not know what.

oh well. oh YES.
for my JK peeps and PBM.

we are coming to the end of our term. allow me to remind you.
we END with the BEGINNING in mind.
what was it that we said then?
the niat that always slipped out of our minds when our events were successful...
have we lost it?
let us look at the bigger picture.
the aim and purpose..."mendekati masyarakat melalui kaedah bahasa dan budaya".
have we finished painting the bigger picture?
or are we still too engrossed by the details at the end corner of the picture?
by squabbles. politics. nonsensical ego. by personal rights. by selfishness.

i have yet to say my piece of mind.
do not make me say it.

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