AN ADVERTISEMENT|Friday, August 03, 2007
a lot of misunderstandings have been happening these few weeks.
and they come from everywhere.
every different facet of my life.
EVERY different facet of my life.
is it because i am just trying to be more assertive than usual?
is it because i am just tired and jaded with previous lives?
is it because people are just sick of me?
i am so totally in a depressed mood right now ah!
and i have no bloody idea why.
maybe i do. but ERGH.
im tired ah.
tired of being all smiley.
tired of taking and breathing in everything.
the thing is...previously i have been all 'sabar'... take-everything-in sort of person.
but i think i cant take it anymore ah.
i feel like really bursting. like... serious.
can you see this image of a bazooka firing through a hot air balloon in the air?
yeah. thats the kind of effect i want. i want to FLARE. and burst into raging flames.
sighz.
and when i do try and let go...bit by bit...softly...slowly...things go ALL wrong.
it is not that i didnt try to talk things out seh.
i do talk things out ah. and it is the best remedy for me if i am in such depressing frustrated mood. it is just my way to let it out slowly. so tt i wont appear bloody flustered and emotional like i am now.
i think i sound crazy in this post.
i think i sound like i am really losing it.
I am a hot air balloon.
waiting for a bazooka to burst me.
so please.
somebody.
just do the job and i will pay you well.
make me so bloody angry that i will flare up and get rid of all these nonsense ALL at one go.
so are you THE perfect person for the job?
then just DO it.
dun even need to prepare me.
just burst a hot air balloon with a bazooka.
but i think you have to be
SUPER GENIUS & A MARKSMAN
to do the job perfectly.
and if you fit the description above, can you please just do it?
because.
i am losing it.
i really am.
save me.
*silent tears*
* spoken&willspeakagain*
8:10 AM
