I am now on my way to school but I feel a very urgent need to pen this down. So here I am typing on the bus.

I think that at this moment, I am not living in the right place in Time. I was doing a ‘quiz’ on Facebook and one of the questions was…

“ A family gathering to you

a) is a time to drink with great uncles

b) is a time to check your place in Time."

haha! Of course there are other options but that ‘check your place in Time’ option tugged my heartstrings the most. What does it mean to check my place in Time? Has it got something to do with … behaving appropriately according to your age? Or changing your mindset according to current times?

The thing is…I don’t really know what that means. But what I am well aware of is that…I think I am a bit lost in Time and Place. I think circumstances may have pushed me to grow faster than my age permits me. So my mind and the place and the Time do not seem to be able to correlate. They are not in collinearity. They are just… not in line with each other. Mind may be ahead of Time. but Age is way behind Time.

Now I am 21, I seem to want to go back to being a child. There is something that was in that period of Child Time that I have seem to miss… and…I am rushing back there, to that Place in Time to retrieve it before Time pushes it away further back from me.

But the thing is…what is it that I am rushing for?
But I know it is there.
There is something in my childhood that I have missed.
And I am frantically searching for it.

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