its freaking not easy.
i am struggling.
thank God for immense demand of WORK. ASSIGNMENTS. PRESENTATIONS. TESTS.
and nice weird company.
if not, i would fall deeper into the fathomless depths of .... incomprehensible feelings.
i feel empty. not excited for anything except for the monotony of life and the machine-like routine of daily-ness. i m only looking forward to work my ass off and escape.

i once told hafie and fadzli and him... that i think i am A PHENOMENON.
and today i told ridhwan. this is what he replied.
"well. i think i am a legend."


sheesh.

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