POOL OF WATER|Wednesday, October 10, 2007
i've been an
inactive blogger. on this blog at least. because, nowadays, i just don't feel like writing to share with the world. nowadays, it is more of writing, to
keep my sanity in tact. so that i won't lose too much of myself as the days gone by. i have no more views on things. dullness has taken over the excitement that used to prevail in me. nowadays, it is more of looking out of the windows and looking forward to writing for sanity's sake and going to sleep at night. it is no longer about getting excited about the future, or being revolutionary, or thinking of ways to upkeep community, or making use of young vitality to look forward to new ideals. anyway...
all these do not matter anymore. i mean, do they matter in the first place? my life is currently being attacked by the
'poof' factor. You know what is that? It is a state of mind or condition when everything seems to go 'poof' or go into a disappearing act... one by one. little by little. if you do notice, i am slowly disappearing too.
and soon i'll just be a pool of water, waiting to evaporate into thin air.
* spoken&willspeakagain*
12:33 PM
